sailormoonfan4ever40

I haven't been putting any arting up here for a long time I know. (For those of you  that care, which by now is very veryyyyyy few if any.) If you don't know what happened, here it is. A few months ago like...in June of this year or something, we had to leave our house and we didn't really have any place in mind. (We had no money to pay) We didn't have any money to move anywhere really. So my mom asked a friend of hers if she could live there and they both agreed she would pay half the rent. Now the place is tiny, tinyyyyyyy. We don't have much room to walk in. I mean imagine having a big two story house with a basement and then trying to pu

What's the point then? I have only a few more years to go if I'm unlucky. Then I guess I'd be done here? I wonder if he'd let me go through the torture of something longer, but I guess that would be selfish of me to hope for. I just don't see the point in trying anymore.

I was so extremely sensitive today. I was in no condition to be going outside. I just kept crying every few minutes. I keep feeling regret over what I did but I know I shouldn't. I knew I would but I have to ignore it because I can't exactly rewind now. I just had to make it harder to turn back now before I changed my mind and I think I did that well. I don't like feeling useless, why would anyone? I just get in the way I really do. Anyone who says that isn't true is a liar or they haven't stuck around long enough yet. I think that has to be the most offensive thing that I have ever experienced in my life, and it does me the most harm. My ea